Future, Further, and Father.. (a reflection at dawn)
Author: LIFE is FILEs on Tuesday, March 1, 2011


Jakarta, March 2, 2011 (1:02 am)

Do = C


Mostly, farewell notes speaks about thanks, goodbye, and may God blesses the next step of them.. that's common..

From those similar notes, the critical point more or less is like this:

"The future is still white beyond my view while I'm trying to make it colorful.."


Yes, future is still white.. To make it colorful and almost clear, future needs further steps that should be decided earlier.

When you designs your own future, it means you deals with your own self. Being persistent and proactive are required to clarify the future of yours. Self appreciation and recognition are reminders for us that we are humanbeing who needs appreciation and recognition internally and externally.

When you designs your future with another person, it means not your future stands alone, it is two people who pay happiness by harmonizing their future into ONE future. For sure, conflict may happens.. Dont forget, conflict also makes life colorful :)


"The future is still white beyond my view while I'm trying to make it colorful.."

When you design your own future, make it colorful! But dont forget, give your pencil to Father cause He leads your life before and after.. If you believe in His Way, you believe His plan to your life : your future.


Let's design our future :)




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tertampar..memang sudah semestinya :)
Author: LIFE is FILEs on Sunday, January 9, 2011

Do = Am

Tertampar!
Itulah yang kurasakan Jumat malam kemarin ketika aku dan teman2 lamaku kumpul plus berkeringat ria.. berbulu sambil bertangkis ria!
Sedang enak2nya duduk abis ngeluarin kira2 50 kalori, si Phocel dateng trus bilang, "Gw belajar banyak dari Martin cara dia berdoa waktu SMP. Gw salut sama Martin!" kurang lebih begitulah kata2nya Phocel..
Sekejap, rasa tertampar itulah yang kurasakan. Memang itu suatu pujian sekaligus rasa bangga karna perilaku positifku dapat bermanfaat bagi orang lain. Tapi aku langsung tersadar bahwa saat ini aku sudah jarang sekali berkomunikasi dengan Nya... Aku menjauh dariNya..
bahkan ketika menjelang Natal 2010, aku bilang pada seniorku bahwa aku telah menjauh dari Tuhan, dan aku menyesal akan hal itu..
Kurasa perkataan Phocel itu merupakan titipan kalimat dari Tuhan bahwa Ia sangat merindukan Martin yang dulu, yang penuh iman kepadaNya..
Terima kasih Tuhan, Engkau tampar pipiku ini.. Engkau sungguh baik padaku :)

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